Life is full of so many injustices. Whether it’s within my family, my friends, or those I think are my friends. It makes me sooo mad. But I’m tired of this anger. I’m tired of feeling that “it isn’t fair.” This is my life. I’ll figure things out on my own and I’ll be okay if I can just learn to let go of this feeling of being betrayed, let down or forgotten.
It kind of feels like I’m out of everybody’s radar. Kind of their friend but not enough for getting together outside of school. It’s probably my fault, I know. I am hopeful that starting classes with a whole new group of people will help me build better friendships. It sounds kind of pathetic with the way I’m wording all of this, but it’s been a pretty lonely school year.